05/09/2021 spouse: I thought I would try to let you know how I felt today about the things that happened.
The old CO2 Detector – I was surprised that you were trying to find the old CO2 detector we had. I told you it didn’t work and later you even said to me that you know it wasn’t working properly (you said we disconnected to because it kept going off for no reason). It was a long time ago but I do remember we tried the detector in to house and it did the same thing it did in the old and you let me buy a new one which we returned because it seemed to not function – the alarm went off immediately when we plugged it in – you then got the gas company to come out and then couldn’t find anything and the furnace cleaner told us it was OK but the furnace was getting close to leaking CO2 and we tried to get a new furnace but failed.
As you said when the furnace kicks on there is usually a smell. When I check on CO2 poisoning symptoms and the seemed to match mine and the ones you tell me about. That’s why I suggested you get the Chinese guy to look at our furnace to see if it was leaking – I thought you were happy with his work? But it appears you don’t trust him. I then suggested we buy a new CO2 detector. You said this was better because we could see if there was a problem and if necessary we could then call in the furnace guy. So I was very confused why you were trying to find the old CO2 detector that we know is unreliable? I could be wrong but I think the thing is probably some in the basement – if I ever get better I will look for it.
The drive to Menard’s – I am a terrible passenger even when I am well I am even worse when I am not feeling well. I am very sorry BUT even thought you don’t believe me I am trying very hard to improve. I try hard to lISTEN to what you tell me I do wrong and I try to change. I think I have improved a little I hope you thinK so too. I will continue to try.
--me: Most time you have bad temper because you are too neurose all time, maybe after you marry me... you don't forgive other drivers not doing right way and then you also require i should drive better. after we married i told you i had trouble to sit beside you because the way you driving however i did find a way such as before you upset the other drivers i called their names 1st. it did help you and then i used to your driving way and hardly call others names. if only if i can see the front car or others doing and prepare well then we are not in danger i won't care or i would upset too.
spouse: Your purse – I find this very difficult I know when you asked me to look for the Covid-19 cards in your purse the Menard’s stuff was then I don’t know all of what was there because I was totally focused on the cards BUT I did see the Menard stuff. When I checked told there was an entirely difference set of papers where the Menard papers were – everything thing else seemed the same (can’t be sure of the water and pill bottle but the rest seemed the same – again keep in mind both time I was looking for specific thing not validating all content).
--me: as far as i remembered when i tried to return bedroom toilet which i put under dining table from studio room then i looked for walgreen receipt and also before i requested you help to find menards receipt that we bought battery and dish detergent which i put in my bedroom. i can't find menards receipts so i verify this year receipts that's why 2 days ago i put on counter top(April all receipts) because it's not there either. i never set you up but i do know the psycho frequently went to my bed and touched my purse and stole in fact put things behind bedroom door seened didn't work. certainly sometimes i fell slept before i lock and put things behind the door because i need fresh air can't lock the door till too late.
as i said a couple should not have secrets or the trust would fail. today i reviewed the folder that i wrote when i suffered the weird things and post stolen things photos on my 360 blog which we both worked together took pictures and you wrote. i tried to sort it out.
the day i told your LAX medicines was gone again and i just saw many returned and put in your side studio cabinet. I felt the psycho pretended return stole things to cheat you. same as before, all returned things just for temporary this is why i tried to tell you earlier today that could be the psycho returned if only if we didn't in time use it then he took away again. but you can't endure anything i taked about the psycho (you were in bathroom for pee).
I panic – my heart raced I started to feel light headed. I was angry – I felt setup – I wondered why this stuff has to continue happening. I then felt fear because again I had to tell you I didn’t know what happened and I seem to be unable to stop it. I don’t know how these thing continue to happened – I don’t know what to suggest. I know you want to discuss why the person does this BUT I really don’t know how – I know nothing about who is dong this and why. The fact that it doesn’t make any sense quickly confuses and frustrates my and it makes me very nervous and quickly turns to angry. I an really worried what I would do if I found the third person who was doing this. I will try in future to be more open to your discussions on this.
-- i am not panic because i always tried to figure out what's going on, what the psycho thinking and want from us or totally for revenge on me and won't care about you either no matter how much you did for your family, because the psycho is very selfish.
all the time you denied what you told me such as 50-50, some one did see a girl/woman wore my clothings, we moved quickly because you told me the eldest nephew moved nearby our old house... from what i saw you really can't face the weird things but many white liars even declared "they are good person, they didn't steal/return ..."
you have no ideal when you said that way in the end you got more and more pressure for your white liars.
i told you when i was young i also told white liars to make sister/brothers/classmates...in better relationship but gradually i grew up and don't tell white liars except for mom who was too old.
spouse: The battery on my computer – Just to let you know the battery on my computer seemed to be dying. It was plugged in but wasn’t charging. I thought the charger failed BUT then I thought is it the outlet. So I walked around to the light and tried to turn it on. It didn’t work. So I then unplugged to power strip and plugged to power supply into to power strip behind the TV (because to modem was working). That fixed the problem my battery seem OK now.
--when we went to menards you moved computer table and hit the outlet which caused beeping so i turned off the power switch. i heard what you said but i knew the outlet works weird so try to test it again but you immediately upset thought i don't believe what you said. Daring it's not about believe or not believe you, one more test is good not bad thing at all. same as i tried to look whether i can find CO2 detectors.
i can see you looking pale and quite tired i told you from baidu search your blood circulation and neurve got problem that i kept telling you put your legs warm and put legs in warm/hot water... i even tried to tell you B1 could help you and some chinese medicines put in hot water but i knew you don't believe it that's why i sent you two emails in chinese so you can find transltor verify what you need.
today returned home i was exhausted i told you not even wanted to go out because got headache for poor sleeping.
A long time ago didn't fix the problem it would be much harder to deal with it today and tomorrow.
i still sometimes search the 2 your nephews. the following may not correctly and could be posted in 2017
xxx 31 DD/MM/1986 ps not sure correctly or not. in 1997-1999 both kids in elementary school.
Worked at Exxx Hospital ps my spouse told me the younger one worked in hospital if it is correct then sister/her husband and 2 kids all work in hospital. when the psycho abused my body only one time that so painful in my right leg ankle there (and hardly can walk for couple days) i finally woke up and found the right bottom leg on ground which never happened in taiwan. but too late to catch. others never wake up including hit my right 太阳穴 which i didn't look at mirror and was assumed headache until the 3rd day that so painful then found wounded scars. it happened when i returned old house in 2013 (i was busy moved things to new house) my spouse requested me sleep on 2nd FL bedroom but I fell sleep on family room sofa. a month(?) earlier spouse another sister died in other state.
5/10/2021 ps found the missing paper for many years and returned showing 8/5/2002 the dead sister signed a paper(i typed when mailed $500 check) that promised to return $500 which remind me it was her daughter called for $500 because her parents divorced and afraid her father stole mom SSI and other money so came to ILL (father worked in ILL met rich girlfriend then divorced) to apply court protection. my spouse warned me his family never returned money to him. we just paied off his credit cards huge debts and began save money in his 56 but i still mailed it. however her mom still lived with ex-husband's mom house and daughter refused let mom lived with her(just pregnant). my spouse told me the dead sister wanted to live with us, i answered if only if she gave us SSI as sharing expenses i have no problem(because my spouse let mom lived with us except mom spent SSI for her foods, clothing.. and i ate her chinese foods). he turned down that sister won't pay a penny (the youngest sister lived with us also never pay a penny but we have to pay their watching TV movies... when they kept staying i requested them to pay 1/2 utilities fee for 4, we only 2 people, they didn't pay at all)
however i still have no problem treated her in chinese restaurants whenever she came ILL. to me one time $500 was no big issue, i told spouse didn't mind if the youngest sister request one time money and cut off the psycho stealing B returned A games but i won't treat her as i treated others. i bet my spouse had no guts to negociate with youngest sister.
my sister won't believe some one abuse my body because i can't wake up but i did tell her the sister, husband and younger nephew worked in hospital. she also works for private nursing home. and suspect the psycho gave me 麻醉劑 and/or 乙醚. at least 3 times my right arm got needle shot and 1st time i told my spouse we went to emergency and i inquired whether can prove some one needle shot me. the doctor saw my spouse nearby won't tell i followed him to counter and he warned me be careful. however didn't show in reporting but "rash" . it is definitely not 皮疹 because just one and pain not 大、小片粒红，有时会痒，有时不会痒. is this why stealing our medical records to destroy abuse my body evidence (my spouse denied some one hurt his body)?
the 3rd needle shot was very painful, felt like a big needle. it took more days and still felt the needle. we didn't go hospital because the 1st time spent money for nothing.
Studied at Christ Lutheran Academy ps private high school? my spouse told me was university-like but not graduated then planed to join navy as priest-like job but soldiers were killed indoors very scare and quit.
Income: $40 - $49,999
Current Net Worth: $10,000 - $24,999
Address: P*** **** 292 South Elgin, IL 60177 ps quite nearby where we live 5.5 miles 13min drive, in the past when searched never show the address however the searching website always have this and that wrong information and delcared all the same name informations together, not guarantee.
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