Bring the sun

I was always laugh at myself , why I was left alone when I graduated . and I remembered that I had tell my best friend RAO : girls need banishment , but the fact turn out now ---I’m an idiot ~~ history always make us laughing ~~and always make somebody weak ~~

I’m abandon myself and the life which is more suitable for me . I’m lonely to die , I have suffering enough of the current life ~~~The hysterical crying can not comfort my lonely heart ~~I’ll be die ~~Die for the boring work environment .

I thought the full work would save my life and relieved my injured heart . I was decide to changing my job , and throw into new heavy work . I liked Barbie doll at that time , and I was tired to think a lot about the future , every of my friend told me that it’s right , it’s the best choice ! So I speedy to resigned and started work ~~Looking back now , at that “ tired thinking “ time , I figured everything out aroud me except myself ! I like noisy and I’m outgoing , but the person and the environment that everyday I need faced , which is boring and sickening ~~I’m afraid !

I tried to tell my friend about my sadness , I seek the warmer like a cold patient , but ~~after my heartbreaking life-sharing , I found that everyone is live with their shadow , we have defferent life and similar sadness , nobody can save me out ~~

My last boss said that , work for happiness ! I think it is the greatest words , I believe it in my whole life ~~

My heart is on the road ~~and bring the sun & ture self ~~

I’ll be better ~~