Kettering-The Antlers 歌词

醒来前死去

醒来前死去 的豆瓣日记

I wish that I had known in that first minute we met, 

多么希望在我们初遇的那一分钟起，我就能预料到

 The unpayable debt that I owed you.

日后所有我不能还你的债

 Because you'd been abused by that bone that refused you, 

因为你正被身上那根叛逆的骨头折磨着（骨癌）

 And you hired me to make up for that.

然后你找来了我去弥补一切不公

 Walking in that room when you had tubes in your arms,

走进病房看见管子插满了你的手臂 

 Those singing morphine alarms out of tune

打一剂令人耳鸣眩晕的吗啡，让你惊恐得不知所措

 Kept you sleeping and even, and I didn't believe them

却能让你安稳入睡，即使我不相信这些化学药品

 When they called you a hurricane thunderclap.

大家都说你勇猛得像暴风与霹雳

 When I was checking vitals I suggested a smile.

当为你检查身体的时候，我会哄你笑一笑

 You didn't talk for awhile, you were freezing.

你没聊几句就沉默了，你非常冷淡

 You said you hated my tone, it made you feel so alone, 

你说你恨我的健康身体，病痛让你无比孤独

 And so you told me I ought to be leaving.

所以你要我离开

 But something kept me standing by that hospital bed, 

但我还是情不自禁地伫立在你的病床旁

 I should have quit but instead I took care of you.

我应该放弃的，但我选择留下来照顾你

 You made me sleep and uneven,

想着你枯槁的面容，我睡不安稳

 and I didn't believe them when they told me that there was no saving you. 

因为他们说救不活你了，我仍然不相信